PEACE AND QUIET!!!!

what is wrong with this DAMN house!!!

all are noisy!! WTF is wrong with them?

the child is sleeping, but do they need to shout? 

they are not using their minds 

when will i feel the quietness or peaceful part of my life? when i am already laying in my coffin?

this is one reason i don't wanna go home so early cause i can spot some BULLSHITNESS in this FUCKING house.. 

if only i could stay in for the night at a friend's house. it would be nice

if only the school was a boarding school it would also be nice, not seeing these DISGRACEFUL people

sigh.... if only......

i could myself alone. if only i could work partime.... then i could have a quiet independent and happy life, maybe.....

first with duties and responsiblities

today, was my first duty, i woke up around 4 am.
it was very damn early but still... i did...
the call time was 5:45 in the morning... but i got around 5:50 am
then, we had our morning assembly then at exactly 6 am
the officers deployed us into our posts...

then our duties begun!

the children were very few at first, then after awhile they become so many suddenly....
that's when i thought that this was like the game called "plants vs zombies"
but instead i called it "bags vs COCC"

after that at 7 am we were assembled at the back. but i asked permission to the officer in charge of us to let me be excuse for i'm a choir member.

then i went to the side of the stage.... i didn't know that there was a mass...

so, the mass occurred then done...

after that.... classes...and every thing
then FINALLY lunch time

we got duty....
then done

FINALLY!!!! DISMISSAL!!!


but before that i was sent in the guidance office....

we talked about my problems in life...

then done..!!!

and now i'm currently doing nothing though i had lots of stuffs to do!!!

so that's for today!!